I'm Thriving, She's Dying

I was obsessed. She implemented multiple kinds of abuse and manipulation to her advantage. She claimed to also be an artist, but doesn't think art is a real job, doesn't think it can be sustainable, wouldn't let me sing, wanted me to lose my individuality. Wanted me to lose my mind. She changed, I matured, that was a problem. I didn't need her anymore. She went under without her floatie. More drugs, STDs, getting kicked out, all the things I kept her from. I was still the problem. Never forget, gingers are the problem and she wanted me back after a cheater gave her an STD. I've kept myself awake crying over all my pain. Now, I've found my strength. Now, I have artistic job experience. Now, I am enrolled in an art trade program. Now, I am on my way to being an actress. Now, she's knocked up by another ginger and ruining her life. I'm thriving, she's dying.

Just Crying Again

To you, I'm just crying.My life is in turmoil,But to you, it's normal.My cry for help isLiteral, but it will alwaysBe ignored, because to you,I'm just here, crying again.You are not here, eventhough you say you are.Where are you when theChaos shows its ugly face? Not where you should be.My revenge would only makeThings much much worse, soInstead, here I am, justAs you remembered I was. I'm just here crying again.So everything is still normal.

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A second video, so sad

It's really terrible that he has to make a second video to get his point across. Let him be! I love how it's so terrible for him to even exist for something that NEVER HAPPENED and it's okay to praise disgusting musicians as gods when they've actually committed the crimes he's being accused of.

FUCK YOU, YOUTUBE

My First Blingee

I fucking hate you, computer

"What do you think happens to a guy, to a fucking cupcake like me in prison?"

OMG i havent been on here in forever and yet my blog has gotten views without me knowing? Awesome! I feel special. Any whosle, i thought that vine was a bit important. Hell, anything with Gerard Fucking Way is im-fucking-portant. I wonder if those views are from the teacher that i did the fashion club with... Alle Meine Liebe!
Ja, ich nehme Deutsch Klassen.Es ist cool, der Deutsch Lehrer ist auch cool.Ich benutzen Tokio Hotel Texte zu studieren.

I WROTE THIS WHOLE BIG BEAUTIFUL POST ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY AND ALMOST-GIRLFRIEND AND HIGHSCHOOL AND MY COMPUTER FUCKED UP AND DELETED THE TEXT BEFORE I COULD COPY THE GERMAN TRANSLATION! FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!