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Conceal, Dont Feel, Put on a Show

I have a huge weight on my chest and noone seems to realize that im breaking down inside.  Im not allowed to be worried about the ones I love? Im not allowed to miss them? Im not allowed to express myself differently? Im not allowed to be myself?! I cant breathe as it is and now its just me against everone else. Noone gets it, noone could EVER understand. I have the love experience of a 19 year old and im only 13. Most of the people around me have the mental age of about 8. Im ready to break free. I want to just go, make everything go faster and push away all the unnecessary excess. If I was at an arts school, everything would be more accustomed to me. Id be less wavering. Can you believe that just one person could make me feel so different about my existence? Of course you cant.